how to comprehend a span of time? it's definitely like a block of crystal stretching back a day, a week, all revolving around you, leaving just like that. nothing else changes except it gets a little different crazy, the cat's away, the mice will play, but though i spent the whole day with them they would not go out driving or for tennis. finally left and took the way over the top, the desert route, and wondering if i had left something, peeled out into the trailhead lot, there, where an overwhelming display of clouds and wind unfolded around me, but i was so lonely, such a failure, first i won't do anything with anyone, and now no one will do anything with me it's desperate enough i figure i'll see if tony wants to play, now that it's dark, and wadayano he does got properly sore and tired hitting fine long shots just launching into it with no discussion, no rules the man's that way got actually sore and tired, suggested dominoes, then went determinedly to bed.
it is morning and all i'm doing is drinking tea.
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